Thinking

Hello everyone. I hope everyone had a good weekend. I spent mine with my boyfriend and it was OK. Yes, just OK. I've been doing a lot of thinking about my relationship with my boyfriend lately. We've been seeing each other for almost 2 years now, but I know that the relationship is never going to progress further than it is now. See, he doesn't believe in marriage. So, I know that we'll never be getting married, and while I thought I was OK with that, I really don't know if I am or not. While I have a 15-year-old son, I've never been married. My son's father and I were engaged, but didn't make it as far as the altar. So, I have always dreamed of meeting the right guy and getting married, as most women do. So, I'm finally with a great guy, but he doesn't want to get married. Sigh. And since he lost his job last July, he's been in a perpetual grumpy funk. He's negative all the time, doesn't really want to do anything, and we're just in a rut. I love him, don't get me wrong, and I know he really does love me. I'm just not as happy with him as I used to be. But, on the other hand, I can't imagine not being with him. I really don't know what to do. Any advice??